Couples....

03.35... KL time..

Sunday.. just finished work at midnight.. holiday for tomorrow.. when everybody starts their work...

I just got back in town.. like.. last Thursday. yap, went back home.. my beloved Jakarta.. Bekasi.. spend a week.. with my beloved ones... went back home it's like.. filling an empty cup of my heart full with.. happiness... breath lots of oxygen.. my oxygen.....

no pictures, don't have time to do so.. just have this huge quality time with my boy.. family...

i still keep smiling when i remember that days.. spent a day gone to kota, pasar baru.. with Commuter Line.. where He's yelling at the train crew just because .. nothing.. laugh for something we even not know...

Cuddling.. laugh in almost everything.. holding hands.. make public our biggest room to hug each other.. (God.. now my tears are coming..) it was... remarkable.. how Long.. Distance.. can keep this LOVE so badly strong..

and today i was even think.. that me and him has been sailing with almost kind of weather.. Bad, Good.. With money or not, with jobs or not.. with anger or happiness, wait.. just one kind that we haven't been sailed together.. marriage...

But somehow.. i think we will survive... we even survive from our biggest storm right?? and it feels like...

"Now, with hundreds miles away.. i feel your arms all around me.. warmly...."

we spoke a lot.. deal a lot... oh dear.. if you tired of reading this mellow hellow post about my Sun, just closed it then.. :')...

And today, i'm just thinking.. about.. what Couples means??

for me, couples is all in one human benefit packages can be found.. best friends, worst enemies, best sex mates, best Lover, best.. advisor, best... thing that we want to spend our life.. and end it with...

couples require understanding, loving, and the most important.. never ending tolerance... Love will heal everything.. even the hardest wounds.. as long as we hold this love with our hands.. eyes.. heart.. we will survive for sure... if all of you have different opinion.. that when we reach the worst.. it's time for us to move on.. but for me.. moving on is being with him.. you can never describe how it feels like.. when.. we can successfully move on.. together.. from fall to rise and fly again.. together.. from pain tears to smile.. together... somehow.. life is negotiable.. in every matters.. but of course.. if you not love your couples.. then it's time to go...

For me, there's no reasons.. of leaving someone.. just because we meet someone better.. financially, or.. maybe more handsome, mature.. loving someone is willingness to accept all of their whole package, include, their bad, their smell, their sick.. their worst conditions.. huff.. 7 years almost.. i, my self, still try, struggle to accept, his whole package.. but with his hands holding my hearts.. i will never give up... giving up and turning back is not an options.. because i have only him... as my only sun...

some friends said, that couples is lover.. best friends can be different. its ok to have different gender for best friends when we are in couples mode.. but for me.. when you can chat with a girl.. who is your girlfriend.. what's the benefit of chatting with other girl?? not that i am meanly being protective.. but...

For me, his time is the most precious thing in earth.. this alien who i've been dating for nearly 7 years.. who rarely message me, never calls me.. his time... is everything.. if you date someone normal.. maybe you will say.. it is ok if my boyfriend have a best girlfriends...

I hope u will understand Sun.. actually, there will be two conditions, being normal and refused to understand, or being alien,, and try to understand.. i like the second choices though....

well.. we are back on track now.. just wait and see.. how long we can stay like this.. until the tears come again.. but i never regret.. his tears.. is my heaven.. his hands.. is my home...

and his heart.... is my Sun......
Happy early valentine dear... Love you from Top to Bottom... :)

we celebrate it everyday.. in our life.. happy.. 2012.. to be exact.. hopefully.. there will be 2013.. and hundred years of us.. future...

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