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Saturday, May 26, 2012

Saturday Night...

Di depan Laptop.. Belum mandi.. Dari kemarin pagi..

I just wonder..
Why i can't stop love that man??

That makes my headache turn really really bad..
need my coffee now..

5 RainbowSun: May 2012 Di depan Laptop.. Belum mandi.. Dari kemarin pagi.. I just wonder.. Why i can't stop love that man?? That makes my headache turn re...

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Sampah....

11.17, KL time

It's funny to watch stupidity of my country from only next door..

Lady Gaga rejected? apa banget ya, yang buat saya napsu komentar ICW yang menganjurkan agar Polisi jangan sampe kasih ijin keramaian buat gaga.. what? i thought they are smart... ass maybe?? ups...
Maaf kalo saya terkesan mengumpat negara saya, tidak, saya mengumpat orang-orang bodoh yang sibuk berebutan duit negara, Presiden gak kedengeran suaranya, mungkin lagi sibuk buat album ke sepuluh karoke bersama, atau..errr.. .makan bersama setiap hari sampe bengkak??

Our country need acts, need someone that can be counted on, someone who can say no or yes.. right or wrong, not just.. ehm.. uhukhuk... kalo udah karaoke bersama baru muncul...

saya rasa issue lady gaga batal ada hubungannya sama kasusnya angelina sondakh.. err... mungkin loh ya, biasanya kan gitu...

ah sudahlah, gak guna ngomongin politik, yang jelas komen-komen yang lucu buat saya geleng-geleng. lihat perempuan ngangkang di panggung yang gak bisa nyanyi teriak-teriak doang, di tontonin anak-anak kecil dengan muka mesum... itu kan pakai ijin keramaian.. (yea, gw gak bodoh gak tau kalo itu pake ijin jugak..) dan yang ngasih ijin?? sama-sama polisi kan? bukan orang kampung.... So please send us a smart reasons.. why Gaga have to be banned?? Illuminati? Satanic Features?

Huff... waktu saya kecil, saya nongkrong sama teman-teman perokok, tidak buat saya ikutan merokok. Nongkrong sama temen-temen yang hobi pulang pagi dugem mabok gelesoran (ups, bahasa apa lagi ini..) di teras rumah.. gak buat saya berperilaku sama seperti mereka... Nonton konser satanic Ombat Tengkorak yang nyembeleh kelinci trus diminum darahnya gak buat saya... errr... sesadis itu... kan?? kan?? kan??
Dan tiket Lady Gaga itu mahal ya... jangan lah disamain sama "Merusak budaya rakyat.." Helooooooooo... rakyat yang lo bicarain yang suka liburan ke singapur tiap weekend dan bawa kamera SDLR ato apalah namanya itu yang harganya gak murah... !!! ah shit.. stupid parah... parah...

I appreciate Lady Gaga karena dia genius, bodo amat kalo otaknya dikasih ama Aliens, then the aliens it self are genius.. dan as i already watch lady gaga konser.. dia gak geol-geol macam mbak keparat yang nyanyi dangdut itu.....

Oh man..... this will be a long post...

7 month dealing with telco company.. saya sadar.. bahwa setiap hari adalah kursus bahasa inggris, melayu, melayu sabah, indonesia, melayu logat jawa, melayu logat medan, logat.. err.. seluruh logat di indonesia yang bersusah payah ngomong melayu padahal mereka ngomong sama orang indonesia juga.. english logat nigeria, syria, arab, india (shit i hate them).. bangladeshi, nepalese, tamil... dan.. orang indonesia yang kerja sama orang cina.. bahasa melayu campur singapore slang,.... "tak boleh lah maaaa..." itu narik urat perut sampe ujung kaki.... zz

Pelajaran kalo stupid person itu henponnya bagus-bagus.. "Oh great.. my new expensive Galaxy S 2 !!! you said that something wrong with the setting? how come your company deduct all of the money !!??" | "Sir, please, for your information.. your phone is a "Smart" phone.. and you activated the auto connection for the internet... that's why your balance was deducted.." | "Kemudian hening lamaaaaa......." | "Oh i see.. so you tell me that this is my fault haaaaaaa????? my fault?????????? i know all things better than you... !!!!! | "Zzzzzzzzzzzz" bagian sini gak usah dijelasin lah yaaa.......

Besok kalo saya buka toko henpon.. akan saya pasang label besar-besar... "You want to buy the phone.. Make sure you "Smart" first..."

Pening, mau muntah.. setres.. yap... i eat them all.. demi.. err... demi... err... ke dua digitan di akhir bulan.. wkwkwk, jujur meski kerja itu-itu aja.. i can improve my CS (alias jiwa pembantu) saya dari hari ke hari.. hari ini saya gemetar nahan marah.. and that supervisor tell me... "calm down dinna... i already listen to your conversation.. you are very professional, i really like the tone and the way you speaks.. how many month are you? damn.. just 7 month??? and your English?? no need to give comment on that.. it's better than mine.."\

we to the o to the we again... WOW.. it makes my day.. Bosses are great.. seneraka apapun tempat lo kerja.. kalo ada yang support lo apalagi bayar lemburan lo dengan gede.. well.. kerja buat duit kan? Ibadah? nope.. gw udah ibadah dengan jadi pembantu buat customer-customer gw.. ngelus-ngelus ikhlas kaki mereka dengan mengharap gaji akhir bulan :D


Love story?? oh well.. saya bukan tulang rusuk siapapun.. menua dengan satu anjing, dua anak angkat.. and Husband?? they only appear as a fairy tales.. never exist..

My future?? i have none of them... i try to walk... day by day.. for what?? i still have family who never be selfish cursing me.. treat me as their garbage.. and the most important thing is.. they still ask me a question.. give me attention...

Enough with my love life.. it ends... here.... somehow..
Because i can not fight alone.. relationship has two hands.. not only one to reach other who hold knives.. ends up cut the other who works the most.. tears the most.. and tired the most....


5 RainbowSun: May 2012 11.17, KL time It's funny to watch stupidity of my country from only next door.. Lady Gaga rejected? apa banget ya, yang buat saya n...

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

03.30

Siklus Hidup saya sudah berubah...

Tidur jam 6 Pagi, bangun jam 12 siang.. 11 siang kalau sedang beruntung...
Sepi... Bir.. sebungkus rokok.. itu yang sedang saya idamkan sekarang...

Mungkin dapat memudahkan hidup...
Hati....

Dimana matahari menarik diri sekuat mungkin untuk terus dicintai..
dan saya...
menerima apa yang ada saja...

Menerima sepi..
Menangis.. diam.. kemudian menangis lagi..

Apa ada diluar sana yang tahu.. ada apa dibalik tawa yang saya buat.??
5 RainbowSun: May 2012 Siklus Hidup saya sudah berubah... Tidur jam 6 Pagi, bangun jam 12 siang.. 11 siang kalau sedang beruntung... Sepi... Bir.. sebungkus rok...

Friday, May 11, 2012

Anata...


nemurenakute mado no tsuki o miageta.. omoeba ano hi kara.
Unable to sleep, I look up at the window's moon....

sora e tsuzuku kaidan o hitotsu zutsu, aruite kitandane
I walked each step one by one, There is nothing, no matter how far I've 

nani mo naisa donna ni miwatashite mo tashikana mono nante
There is nothing, no matter how far I've looked, that I'm certain of

dakedo ureshii toki ya kanashii toki ni anata ga soba ni iru
But in joyful times and bad times, you were by my side


chizu saenai kurai umi ni, ukande iru fune o
Onto the ship without a map floating to the darkness


ashita e toterashi tsuzuketeru , ano hoshi no yoo ni
to tomorrow continuing to shine just like that star

mune ni itsu no hi mi mo kagayaku, anata ga iru kara
In my heart from someday on it will shine, because you are here


namida kare hatetemo taisetsu na, anata ga iru kara
even until all of my tears dry, so precious because you are here


arashi no yoru ga machi uketemo
taiyoo ga kuzurete mo ii sa
Even if a stormy night is expected,
Even if the sun collapses, it doesn't matter


modokashisa ni jama o sarete, umaku ienai kedo
Even if impatience is in the way and I can't really speak well


tatoe owari ga nai toshite mo aruite yukeru yo
Even if there is no end I keep on walking


to your heart
to your heart
to your heart I need your love and care

http://youtu.be/a3j2MXxSTXM

5 RainbowSun: May 2012 nemurenakute mado no tsuki o miageta.. omoeba ano hi kara. Unable to sleep, I look up at the window's moon.... sora e tsuzuku kaidan...