Valentine...

14 Feb...

seminggu berpeluh cari toko online yang jual red velvet cupcake..
ngerayu sahabat pinjem kurirnya buat ngambil tu cupcake....
Kurir yang kejebak demonstrasi #IndonesiaTanpaFPI
dan akhirnya sampai ketangan orangnya..

respon satu... :: Makasih Na..
Respon dua.. (gak ada respon sama sekali....)

rasanya... waw.. bukannya sih saya kepengen banget kayak abg di ucapin valentine ya.. tapi.
dari dulu valentine itu special, kenapa? gak tau aja. kadang saya bawa cake gede kerumah dimakan rame2. ada waktunya saya nangis2 dan makan itu cake sendiri.. Valentine is always about cake.. at least for me. tapi baru tahun ini saya gak makan cake pas valentine.. karena.. saya di kampung book.. gak tau harus bli cupcake dimana.. apalagi cake (boong, padahal malessss..)

dan saya sibuk uring-uringan sama laki2 keramat yang gak respon sama sekali itu.. uring-uringan setengah mati.. marah-marah gak jelas..

sampai suatu hari.. saya berangkat ke kantor sedih sekali.. sampai meja air mata saya mau keluar...
lari ke toilet.. dan nangis sekeras mungkin sambil ditutupin suara flush toilet.... "I MISS HIM !!!!!"

ternyata itu sebabnya saya uring-uringan marahin lelaki keramat itu terus terusan setiap hari..

dan sahabat saya pun ternyata setali tiga uang.. #Tsaaahhh... bahasanya.. LDR an gini tuh enaknya ditemenin. dan dia setia nemenin saya dengan ikut LDR an sama suaminya.. hehe. peluk ucritos..

ditutup dengan episode 59..

LK (LelakiKeramat) : Na.. gak papa?
DK (DinnaKeramat) : Gak papa..
LK                           : Serius??
DK                          : Selama Pi Perhatiin na, kayak gini.. na gak akan kenapa kenapa....

Huff.. punya lelaki absurd yang skala perhatian nya itu 1 dibanding 10 dari lelaki normal buat saya harus narik hati panjaaaaaaang banget.. bukan berarti ngeluh ya... but somehow.. He always willing to do something to cheer me up. yah.. dengan perhatiannya yang anget anget tai ayam gitu. kalo pacarnya udah uring-uringan baru dikasik..

Love you dear...
Your absurdness is my dope..
Tapi Please... bear with my uring-uringan..
Maap.. bawaan lahir.. :P

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Couples....

03.35... KL time..

Sunday.. just finished work at midnight.. holiday for tomorrow.. when everybody starts their work...

I just got back in town.. like.. last Thursday. yap, went back home.. my beloved Jakarta.. Bekasi.. spend a week.. with my beloved ones... went back home it's like.. filling an empty cup of my heart full with.. happiness... breath lots of oxygen.. my oxygen.....

no pictures, don't have time to do so.. just have this huge quality time with my boy.. family...

i still keep smiling when i remember that days.. spent a day gone to kota, pasar baru.. with Commuter Line.. where He's yelling at the train crew just because .. nothing.. laugh for something we even not know...

Cuddling.. laugh in almost everything.. holding hands.. make public our biggest room to hug each other.. (God.. now my tears are coming..) it was... remarkable.. how Long.. Distance.. can keep this LOVE so badly strong..

and today i was even think.. that me and him has been sailing with almost kind of weather.. Bad, Good.. With money or not, with jobs or not.. with anger or happiness, wait.. just one kind that we haven't been sailed together.. marriage...

But somehow.. i think we will survive... we even survive from our biggest storm right?? and it feels like...

"Now, with hundreds miles away.. i feel your arms all around me.. warmly...."

we spoke a lot.. deal a lot... oh dear.. if you tired of reading this mellow hellow post about my Sun, just closed it then.. :')...

And today, i'm just thinking.. about.. what Couples means??

for me, couples is all in one human benefit packages can be found.. best friends, worst enemies, best sex mates, best Lover, best.. advisor, best... thing that we want to spend our life.. and end it with...

couples require understanding, loving, and the most important.. never ending tolerance... Love will heal everything.. even the hardest wounds.. as long as we hold this love with our hands.. eyes.. heart.. we will survive for sure... if all of you have different opinion.. that when we reach the worst.. it's time for us to move on.. but for me.. moving on is being with him.. you can never describe how it feels like.. when.. we can successfully move on.. together.. from fall to rise and fly again.. together.. from pain tears to smile.. together... somehow.. life is negotiable.. in every matters.. but of course.. if you not love your couples.. then it's time to go...

For me, there's no reasons.. of leaving someone.. just because we meet someone better.. financially, or.. maybe more handsome, mature.. loving someone is willingness to accept all of their whole package, include, their bad, their smell, their sick.. their worst conditions.. huff.. 7 years almost.. i, my self, still try, struggle to accept, his whole package.. but with his hands holding my hearts.. i will never give up... giving up and turning back is not an options.. because i have only him... as my only sun...

some friends said, that couples is lover.. best friends can be different. its ok to have different gender for best friends when we are in couples mode.. but for me.. when you can chat with a girl.. who is your girlfriend.. what's the benefit of chatting with other girl?? not that i am meanly being protective.. but...

For me, his time is the most precious thing in earth.. this alien who i've been dating for nearly 7 years.. who rarely message me, never calls me.. his time... is everything.. if you date someone normal.. maybe you will say.. it is ok if my boyfriend have a best girlfriends...

I hope u will understand Sun.. actually, there will be two conditions, being normal and refused to understand, or being alien,, and try to understand.. i like the second choices though....

well.. we are back on track now.. just wait and see.. how long we can stay like this.. until the tears come again.. but i never regret.. his tears.. is my heaven.. his hands.. is my home...

and his heart.... is my Sun......
Happy early valentine dear... Love you from Top to Bottom... :)

we celebrate it everyday.. in our life.. happy.. 2012.. to be exact.. hopefully.. there will be 2013.. and hundred years of us.. future...

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